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Monday, September 29, 2014

Because I Said So



Luke 11:28 – “He replied, ‘Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it.’”



image: naturalsobsessed.blogspot.com
Most people get to look forward to Saturday. After working all week there is that one morning when they can sleep in a little and spend time doing something fun or a little bit relaxing. But in my single mom days, Saturday meant doing all the chores that I was unable to do during the five days preceding. This could be a little tricky with a toddler in tow – but one could never say it wasn’t interesting. My little tot “helped” me do the dishes, make the beds, vacuum, clean the bathroom . . .  and let’s not forget the laundry.

Doing laundry in a little apartment without washer and dryer hook-ups was an adventure. It meant piling everything up and heading across the parking lot to the little facility where I got to spend about an hour or so in a poorly lit room with a bouncing baby boy doing everything he could to monopolize my attention. Once, I tried to start the machines, head back up to my apartment and then pick everything up when it was finished – but that little experiment ended with a trip to Wal-Mart to replace all the things that had been stolen out of the dryer.

It was during these adventurous Saturdays I learned to become master of laundry room entertainment. I would bring toys, books, crayons, little toddler board games – all in the hope that my two year old would be amused long enough for me to get the laundry finished. 

On one particularly bright and sunny Saturday morning, I allowed my little one to bring his ride-along push car. It was a wonderful thing. It was brightly colored with a horn and a seat that popped up to allow for the storage of small toys. I thought letting him ride it would keep him happy for quite a while. And it did. Until he discovered that mommy panicked when he attempted to ride it down the concrete stairs that lead into the parking lot. He found my reaction to be highly amusing and prompted it as often as possible.

With one eye on my dryer and my arms held up wide to block the stair-way, I kept telling little Brian that he could not ride his car down the steps. Naturally, he disagreed and began to test the strength in my arms. I’m sure we painted a bazaar picture for passers by – the battle of wits in the door to the laundry room. It might have even appeared amusing, until Brian took a running start in his car and pushed through my arms, nearly flying down the steps like Evel Knievel where he landed with his face firmly planted on the black-top.

"Fun time" ended with a bloody nose, busted up lips, and the loss of quite a bit of skin from forehead to chin - in one long bright red stripe down Brian's face.

In hind-sight, it probably wasn't such a good idea to allow Brian to ride his push car in the laundry room. The whole thing could have been avoided if I'd just left that little car at home. Then again, it could have been avoided if Brian had obeyed me when I told him "no".

It occurs to me that there are soooooo many times in my own life when pain could have been avoided had I simply obeyed God. How often have I pushed past His arms with grit and determination to do things my way, only to end up with my face planted on the pavement?

More times than I can count.

Luke 11:28 would appear to be a "no-brainer". Blessed are those that obey the Lord. It sounds simple enough. But how often do we really DO that? How many times do we accept "because I said so" and respect the authority of God?

I'm afraid I am often a little Brian - pushing to do the things I want to do only to be left needing spiritual medical attention and begging for my Father to help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart.


Friday, September 26, 2014

Be Still My Heart

Job 37:1-3 -- "At this my heart pounds and leaps from its place. Listen! Listen to the roar of his voice, to the rumbling that comes from his mouth. He unleashes his lightning beneath the whole heaven and sends it to the ends of the earth."


Image: Steven Dalton, Mickler's Landing at Ponte Vedra
Sprinkles of sand clung to the sides of my feet like sugar dusting a cookie. I could feel the burn on my shoulders that had already begun to glow red with too much sun and behind my eyes drew the subtle head ache that comes from squinting against the bright of a crystal clear sky.

But oh, the shark's teeth we hauled in that afternoon! So sweet was the reward from our efforts that it pained all four of us when we noticed the clouds roll in from the West. The storm was a good ways off, yet - our stretch of beach still stood showered with bright Florida sunshine. But having strolled a few miles from the parking lot, we decided to head back in at a leisurely pace and call it a day.


Focused on the sand at my feet ever hopeful of finding another shark's tooth - I didn't notice the hair on my arms stand up, or the goose-bumps start to form with a sharp drop in temperature. It was still so bright. The storm clouds were still so far away that it never occurred to any of us to put some pep into our step.

Until .... BAM!!

Right behind us on the beach still marked by our footprints - lightning hit the sand with a noise so loud it took several minutes for the ringing in my ears to stop. We broke into a  panicked run and didn't stop to catch our breath until all the doors on the car had safely sealed us inside and the engine purred to life.

My heart-rate didn't slow down until we were safely inland - back home, counting out our spoils.

Wow. What a different outcome our pleasant lazy afternoon could have provided had we been just a few feet further down the beach?

I will never forget the raw display of power that afternoon during a routine stroll as we enjoyed one of our favorite pass-times. I am reminded of the wonderful strength in our Father's voice. I am mindful of the might in His out-stretched hands and the vastness of His mercy.


Words spoken to Job in chapter 37 ring out loud and clear as he is reminded to think upon God's amazing power. What human drama, tragedy, or life event could compare to the might in just one hand of God?

At this, my heart pounds and leaps from its place.